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My therapist is trying to get me to learn how to feel.

Because I only ever think and intellectualize.

Ever.

When I was 11, my uncle died. I was really really close to him, but I had to force myself to cry because that was the logical thing to be doing at my uncle's funeral, but I didn't actually feel anything. I was numb. I spoke about him in front of the crowd, but the only reason my voice and my legs were shaking was that I was afraid of people calling me out on my false emotions.

I mean, that could be just how I mourn. Everyone deals with death differently, maybe I just get numb.

But...I get numb like all the time. I don't even get actual crushes...I just get fascinated by people. Like I'd rather get to know them, but not have a relationship with them. Like I don't even feel romantic or sexual attraction to people. I feel physical attraction regardless of gender, but I'm not sexual or even romantic.

Am I broken??

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My name is Emily, but you can also call me Sebastian, Puck, or Birdy. I am 15 and I'm from SoDak. I am a sophomore and I am panromantic and asexual. I act, write, sing, and play violin and clarinet.
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iDreaminColor14 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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Emily1231 Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem!
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Soffeline Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for faving :D
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Emily1231 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No problem!
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elliotb22 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Student Photographer
thanks for adding one of my photos to you photography collection :)
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Emily1231 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! :)
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MildethetoughTeddy Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! La la la la
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Emily1231 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Don't mention it! :)
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Rikitza Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013   Photographer
EmilyLN thx a lot :)
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Emily1231 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Don't mention it!
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